I’ll never forget how you made me feel. That’s what fucken kills me.
Okay…I just keep reading things about getting hurt and not being able to forget and not being able to quit loving and not being able to have things the way they used to and…and…and!!! IT FUCKING HURTS ALRIGHT! Quit fucking haunting me, cause I know you don’t even think about me. I’m sure she makes you happy though :) That whore that doesn’t support you, that you can’t talk to, that judges you, that has no sympathy for you and all the shit that you’ve been though-that slut that makes you want to kill yourself???? Yeah, then you come running back to me right? So I can be there for you? So I can tell you that everything is going to be alright? So I can tell you that you are perfect and be the only person in the world that means it? SO I CAN ONCE AGAIN LET YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU??? SO I CAN LOOK AT YOU WITH HURT EYES AND SPEAK FROM A BROKEN HEART??? Thanks :) Thats what I’m there for!!! :D Don’t worry. I’ll always be here, waiting for you to run back into my arms. I’ll always love you, cause that’s just the kind of person that I am. But I’ll also always know that I can’t have you. It’s impossible now, since you are so far away… And your crazy girlfriend blocked me on your Facebook and threatened me to stop texting you (she threatened you too though). So stay with her! Your lifetime motivator! Your…SHE’S DIRT!!! I just hope one day you’ll see that for yourself. Not to come back to me, but to come back to yourself, the one thing you can’t be with her.
